It pains me, often hurts me, am i misfit?

A misfit where their pain gives you pleasure, their grief gives you joy, their suffering gives you hope, their tears give you pride
A misfit  to the crude politics of the corporate world laced with cut  throat competition with your colleagues
A misfit to the world of give and take, where everything becomes  conditional
A misfit where a thousand lies overpower a single truth, where money overpowers peace, where power superceeds passion, where anger overpowers love
A misfit to a world without peace,a world so loud that you can't hear yourself
Am I a misfit?